To love,

You know what? I really loved you but your bad luck, you couldn't see that. It happens, when we get something way more than what we deserve, we find it difficult to handle it. This is exactly what happened with us.

You came into my life, you made all the effort and gave a lot of your time to just make me fall for you. And you were successful in doing that. I started loving you in a way I never knew I could love someone.

You were good to me and romantic until we had sex. And since then, everything changed. You changed. Suddenly you were less interested in me. And the day you left, things got worse. You stopped talking to me.

You always had some weird reasons for not being available even for a minute for me. But for your new colleagues and friends, you had an enormous amount of time. I cried a lot in front of you. I literally begged you to stay sometimes. But you always behaved as if nothing was wrong and it was just me who was at fault.

After fighting for your love for around two years, I am exhausted now. I am exhausted emotionally and physically. I gave you much more importance than you deserved. I just want you to know that you are nothing special, my love. It was on me that I fell in love with you like this.

I guess my love made you feel like you're the most eligible bachelor around. But I feel sorry for you because you are living in denial even at the age of 39. I thought you'd be my life partner and I had planned each and every moment of my life with you. But your true side has shattered my dreams.

You didn't even feel like calling me once when I was broken. I actually can't understand what kind of person you are.

All I still wish for you is happiness and success. And I swear on you, I won't ever let anyone do this to me again.

No more emotional bonds in this life for sure. I know today I am broken. I am crying. But one day I'll stand up again and I'll be stronger than ever. Just that I really curse that day when I first met you.

Because of you, I'll never be able to love someone again. Well, maybe the purpose of my life is something different than everyone else. We'll see.

Anyway, I just wanted to let you know that I'm moving on with immediate effect. 

Yours Will-Never-Be.

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