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How I Lost The Love Of My Life To Obsessiveness: I'm Sorry

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Dear Bukipa,

I’m sorry we broke up. It was my fault.

You’ve made me feel like no one has and I know no one will. I’ve dated before you and I am seeing someone now, but I know it’s never going to be the way you loved me.

When you came to Bangalore, we were just good friends. You were struggling with your career and I helped you in every way I could. I fell for you, worse than I should have, but luckily, you loved me equally.

But this love of mine turned selfish and I was obsessed with you. I didn’t give you your personal space, because I thought you needed me throughout that time. I’m really sorry. 

We fought a lot because of this, I can see that now. You breaking up with me: I was the reason.

You asked to be friends with me, you said you just needed some time off, but you loved me. I tried to be your friend, I thought I could win you over, but all I did was suffocate you more. I only wanted to be your girlfriend and overlooked the fact that you just needed your friend again.

Finally, you gave up on me and fell in love again. I know you’re happy now. I’m still stuck somewhere, wondering if you’re going to come back. But you moved on, without telling me.

I thought you had cheated on me, but now that I think of it, it was I who pushed you into the arms of another. I lost you and this will be the biggest regret in my life.

Your birthday is coming, 24th June, I hope that you have an amazing time in Netherlands and a great life ahead, happy birthday.

I will always love you.

Always yours,

Pupki.

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