How It Feels To Have A Baby When You're Least Expecting It
Baby
Is it that time of the month again,
Is it just my hopes to have a baby in vain!
Love is nothing but a mere distraction from our real happiness I felt,
It was the annoyance and pity everyday which I had dealt.
Nothing seemed to stop or start,
I felt like floating in space in an invisible cart.
It was the wish I wanted to happen,
It wasn’t right it was going to be our trial of year eleven.
I cried myself to sleep,
It was not fair and i couldn’t do anything but weep.
That night I woke up and felt sick,
I was so sad that i thought crying had made me weak.
I woke up and fought God again in my prayers,
I told him it was not done .. why didn’t he care!
The week had passed but not my sickness,
I went to the hospital and was asked about the period I might have had a miss.
It was at that moment I realised my dear,
God had heard me yet I lingered in fear.
I was finally happy,
I was going to get my baby!
Signed: 11.03.2017