Sometimes you will cross unexpected paths in your life, and so I believe that one should walk them only after thorough examination and self-awareness. I am a 27-year-old woman doing well in my freelance profession. I am in a 6-year-old relationship and my boyfriend is very unusual and weird. But yes we love each other.

I always felt that I am the one who has always been more invested in the relationship.

He travels a lot and sometimes so do I, our professions demand that. I believe no matter how busy you are with your work, making some time for your loved one will take any relationship to the next best positive level. How much can one person always do?

We have had awesome sex, or you can say that I had always been a loyal partner so that is the only sex that I was aware of. I lost my virginity to this guy, but he doesn't consider himself a lucky man.

I have been observing him for the past two years, and I have seen a drastic change in his sexual interest in me. I never directly caught him cheating on me, but I am well aware of what he is doing behind my back. I was sexually frustrated with my life and irritated with him always saying that it's okay if men fuck around with multiple women, but women are sacred so they shouldn't. Haha! I would tease him by asking him what would he do if I do something like that. I slowly started feeling unwanted by him. I am a little overweight, so he constantly makes fun of it, and frankly, I don't care. Recently I had joined tinder to spy on him as many of my friends told me that he was on the app. Before I could spy on him, he told me that someone had made his fake account everywhere.

Life had different plans for me I guess. I was new on Tinder, so I got a little scared and after just a few swipes, I deleted my Tinder account. One day I had a terrible fight with my boyfriend, we decided to break up and we did for a few days. During that time, I joined Tinder again, this time for real. I had started exploring the app and deleted it again the next day. Lol. Coincidentally, I received a call from an unknown person from Tinder. There was something about the way he spoke and that sexy tone of his voice. Later, I came to know that you don't get someone’s number on Tinder until you share. I told Mr Unknown number about this, that I do not remember sharing my number with anyone on the app and it's still a mystery how my profile was misused. Mr Unknown number and I immediately felt connected, spoke to each other, and began messaging continuously.

I felt like we were two teenagers crushing on each other. Finally, we planned on meeting each other, it was a date-like scenario.

I was feeling so excited after ages! I met Mr Unknown number, he is hot as hell, just the type of guy I always fantasized about. Not just the looks, he is intelligent as well, and what a magnificent personality. We went out for coffee, we connected so well. I felt alive after a long time. Anyone would after getting so much importance, so many compliments and such an adorable treatment. There were sparks flying between us, butterflies in our stomachs. I just wanted a fuck buddy and so did he. I had the best sex of my life till date, and I don't feel guilty at all. Mr Unknown number felt pretty known, and we love having sex with each other. I can never forget those wild moments that we had. I have started being selfish for my needs, and yes, I feel happy and not guilty. It's one all for me and my boyfriend I guess. We are back together now, trying to get our chemistry back.

I had to share this experience. Don't starve yourself for the sake of things that you don't deserve. Open the book of your life and read each chapter very well, every experience has a reason or a lesson behind it.

PS: If I can do it, so can other women. Remember, what goes around comes around.

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