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My Boyfriend Might Have Raped A Boy But I Am Not Sure…

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*For representational purpose only.

I was 11 years old when my brother’s friend, (19) started behaving differently with me. We were in my room, when he made a stray comment about how I should pull my pants down and pee out of the window. 

After this, he started touching me while we were on the bed. This made me slightly uncomfortable, and I told him I wanted to go to the garage. But he insisted on staying back and didn’t stop what he was doing. 

I was scared that we would get caught and told him that we should go to the basement. 

Reaching there, he immediately started pulling my pants down. He asked me if I’d ever done this before, and I said no. 

He looked disappointed, so I decided to tell him the truth. 

I told him about my cousin and I, and how when we were fooling around once he took off my underwear. 

While I was telling him this, he began playing with my hard dick. 

I asked him if he wanted me to do the same to him. He said, “If you want to.” 

So I did. 

His dick was massive. It’s still the biggest I’ve ever seen; and I’ve seen a few. 

He then turned me over on my stomach and began rubbing his dick against my butt. 

“Let me stick it in.” It wasn’t a question. 

I immediately said no. I don't know why I was saying no. Looking back, I think it was because he asked me. I figured if he thought he had to ask, then it must be bad. 

In a few minutes, he came all over my butt and said, “Oh wow”. I was worried something was wrong, and this wasn’t supposed to happen. He said, “It was, just not that much.” 

I didn’t know what to think about this. 

We got dressed and went back upstairs. 

We ended up having sex once a week for about a year. Then I found out that he went to jail for a while.

When he got back, we picked up where we had left off. But again, a few weeks later, he disappeared. 

We met again when I was 17. He talked me into spending the night with him. 

When I reached his room, I didn’t realise there was another guy sleeping in the bed. He told me they were just friends. 

Anyway, he pulled my pants down and was just starting to penetrate my butt when his friend woke up. I pretended to be asleep, but this guy didn’t stop. He ended up coming without being fully inside me. He was even arguing with his friend while this was happening. 

Now I hear he’s in jail for a very long time. I think he might have raped a boy, but I’m not too sure.

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