Some stories are complete only when they are incomplete.
It all started the day I first saw him. I met a guy who was a complete stranger. Both of us were in a new place. He had average looks and was an introvert. I had never been too keen on looks.
But I was drawn to him right from the beginning.
Slowly I got to know more about him and even started thinking of creating a future with him. I had even decided to propose to him.
Yes, it was like a fairy tale and I could feel the butterflies in my stomach whenever I took his name. But whenever we chanced upon each other I would be tongue-tied. I could not even make eye contact with him.
I started daydreaming about him and created thousands of thoughts with him in my heart. But like all Bollywood movies, a love triangle popped up in my life one fine day. All my dreams were shattered when I came to know that he was already in a relationship with another girl for the past three years.
I realized that he loved her a lot. I was convinced that I was fated to remain single forever.
Maybe I just abruptly turned off all my emotions for him but I had decided that I would never fall in love with anyone else again. I was scared of facing the same scenario in the future too.
I did not want to complicate my life with such things anymore.
But I now knew what one-sided love actually felt like. I could relate to it and I am not a girl who wears her heart on her sleeve. I decided to let go of all my dreams. But one day I heard about how his girlfriend had betrayed him.
He was absolutely broken during that phase of his life.
But even during this phase, I couldn't console him. Sometimes, all I could do was to pray with all my heart. So I did this and wondered what I would say to him if I could ever manage to open my mouth in front of him.
I knew he was a very important person in my life.
Then I came across a networking App. This gave me the opportunity of conveying all my feelings for him. I knew several people who used it for fun.
But I used that App as an opportunity to express all my feelings to him.
I knew I could never express them directly because he knew me and I didn’t want to make it uneasy for both of us. But even today, I don’t know whether he has seen my messages.
So I want to send him a message through this story.
I adore you. I will always adore you. You may be one amongst the many for others but for me, you are the only one. I think you are kind, unique, ambitious and spontaneous.
That is why I like you so much.
It’s been a long time since we exchanged our first glance. I am just penning down all my feelings here with the hope that it will reach you. I hope you come across this post. I hope the same thing does not happen to me again. I don’t want my story to have a sad ending.