He Got Me Pregnant But Was Obviously Ashamed To Sit With Me In The Hospital

Anonymous Anonymous in Single Women Bad Women on 30 August, 2017

The person I am now is because of this one person I met in the past. Ladies, there is something we all should learn, to be bold enough to say 'no' for what you feel is not right.

I was in a relationship for 5 months and every time I slept with him, it was forceful. I never wanted to and I cried every time he did that to me. All I did was love him blindly. I don't want to mention the sacrifices I made for that relationship but it was my mistake to give all my love to the wrong person.

I should have listened to my parents when they said, "don't trust people blindly." Little did I know he was a wonderful actor. A real life monster who would say anything to sleep with a girl. Not just me, he did that to lots of other girls that I came to know about later.

He got me pregnant and was still ashamed to sit next to me when we went to the hospital. He did that to all the women he had been with. For him, I was just another girl in his life but for me, it was life.

I lost myself. I became weak, physically and mentally. I will not forget this mistake of mine for a lifetime. As an individual, I lost trust in people. I became over possessive and scared for a lifetime. I miss being that girl who was loved by everyone.

Most of all, I hate myself for the person I've become now, not for what I have been through but for the person I have become. Even after all this I still trust men. Today if I am happy and back on track it's because of the good men I have met.