I was getting torn apart.
Articles tagged with Confession.
I kept praying to not remember you.
I still have trouble believing that you did that for me.
But he never gave up on me.
Meri feelings galat nai hai.
In both our homes, there were countless fights.
I started loving my Saturdays, and my Saturdays began loving me back.
It kills me to this day.
My darkest fears turned into reality.
She left and never looked back
I feel I am blessed.
I know I am sounding foolish.
He’s tried to end things with me.
He went back home and texted.
I was about 15 minutes late.
But sometimes, actions speak louder than words.
I couldn’t breathe.
They stopped like good little boys when I said 'No' to something.
Now I am a happy independent woman.
I feel it was cowardly of me
I was laughing with her and suddenly the next minute I started crying.
That ugly b****.
It took 6 years of constant pain.
I don't want to betray my husband.
She even sent me a recording.
This was amazing!
I was really good at stalking.
6 years back he proposed to me.
After some days, something horrible happened to me.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
So, I dropped the idea.
He won't leave his wife
Hey babe, you are just so damn beautiful.
I did login and found his chats with his wife.
“I have to go,” I said quickly.
I used the same lie in my degree.
In the meantime, I met a boy online.
He realized something was wrong.
I don't want to believe him now.
I grew up with him.
I started avoiding people.
Mine was an arranged marriage.
He was married and had grandchildren.
I can never forget you.
My son is very attached to his father.
His parents knew me and supported me.
Her boyfriend means the world to her.
She was involved too.
I mustered up enough courage to speak out.
I don’t know why I still talk with you.
We became “good friends”.
His family is equally weird.
One day I received her letter.
My friends never approved of him.
I could feel his eyes on me.
Her mom got furious.
Her betrayal was the price.
I curse myself for falling in love.
I expected something like this.
There were some catcalls and whistles.
I belong to a strict south Indian family.
I know 'sorry' is not enough for what I have done to him.
He is a Bengali.
God is kind but not with me.
Vicky backed off.
It might be like a dream come true.
We started fighting again.
I gave up on myself.
And to my surprise, he had told his parents.
It was my fault that I only said "stop".
Tell me what to do.
We were no longer their slaves.
I started getting anxiety attacks.
I can’t thank him enough.
I think we've finally mastered the art of irony.
I know she lost her path twice.
But he shattered it all.
One fine day, I was standing in front of her in office.
He was jobless.
My class teacher woke me up.
He got back to his normal self.
Things changed for worse after my birthday.
Then, one day he came to my place.
How could he do this to me?
I got the shock of my life.
I still miss him sometimes.
It's been 18 years of our married life.
When I met him, I was 19.
He also tortured me mentally.
I lost my mind when it was really late.
He didn't talk to me later.
He told me about his one sided love story.
That was our last meeting.
Staying alone away from my family wasn't helping either.
I am a terrible person, I think.
I will never stop wondering.
So I pulled him out of the washroom.
I can't describe how I felt when I met her.
After a few days, I started going to college again. I saw her again.
Now they are getting me married.
Fairy tales are intriguing.
I was so shocked to hear all this.
My very first kiss in my life was with him.
Falling in love for the second time isn’t easy.
So he needs a woman in his life.
I get only one life.
I was failing for him slowly.
I told him to take his time and to think.
I felt the butterflies; I was in love.
Despite watching me in so much pain, my husband couldn't step up for me.
My father is a difficult person to understand.
Distance can change people.
But every time, they wanted my body over my soul.
For us, there is no tomorrow.
I swore never to put myself in that position again.
He never contacted me or tried to clarify anything.
One day, I ended things with him.
After what felt like hours, he broke the silence.
I’m a woman who deserves happiness too.
We gradually ended up losing our virginity to each other.
“If someday, your boyfriend becomes mine, how would you feel? I am just asking.”
We again decided that this won’t be repeated.
I needed serious help at that point.
She is trying to find her love in him.
They say money is important.
Then, the impossible happened.
It Was Difficult To Run Away From My Abusive Marriage And I Still Don't The Reason Behind That Torture
“My darling is talking about divorce?”
One month left to his wedding.
I just rushed back home.
It is said ‘Insecurity breeds arrogance’.
For him, his world revolved around me.
We all know that adulthood is not an age of unconditional love.
After some time, he became my best friend.
I was planning to step out of this marriage.
I had mixed feelings now.
He didn’t know about my caste.
My Parents Got Me Engaged To A Stranger When I Was 18: Now I'm Stuck In A Loveless Marriage For Life
Now I have been married for one year.
My mother was really mad at me.
For the society, I may be the other woman.
Even my tears couldn’t melt his hardened heart.
I feel quite relaxed now.
I faked happiness and cried deep within.
My father is an insane man.
On the morning of 20th November 2016, I was driving.
I entered his room only to find it in a mess.
It has been four years.
I know that they may get hurt.
I never gave up though.
I just hide my emotions and pretend.
You made me see the other side of life.
I couldn't move my head.
My mother started hitting her head and crying out of helplessness.
Just seeing him, listening to him would make my day.
It was all so perfect.
I was being too vulnerable to think like that.
But when we met, my eyes gave it away.
Now I am lying here heartbroken and sad.
I'm a 27-year-old guy who can’t identify with who he is anymore.
I wasn't allowed to sit with my husband in front of them.
My brother lost his mind after that.
My in-laws were furious that we had returned.
I was 16 years old when a guy started following me in his car.
"Don't use Facebook."
This has been going on for 8 years.
I was literally in pieces after knowing this.
My story is nothing extraordinary.
I Was The One Who Held On For 3 Years But I Myself Ended It And I Couldn't Be Happier That We Broke Up
Today he's with someone else.
I came to know later that she had lied
Once again his calls became a regular affair as a ‘brother’.
He didn't listen to me.
I hate him a lot.
She asked me not to come.
I thought my life would become better.
Today, I am strong and independent.
Two months later, I sent him a message.
I stayed with my parents for a few months.
I'm sure my parents can never find a better match for me.
The law supports her.
The night we landed in Dubai.
I don’t know why I still love my husband so much.
When I saw him I was shocked.
My girlfriend was having an affair.
I was angry at myself.
My feelings towards her were not completely unknown to her.
I was stunned at the words he uttered.
I finally found happiness.
I tell everyone that I've moved on
I Looked Forward To Seeing Him Every Day During Exams But I Didn't Know His Secret: I Wish I'd Asked
We met after the exam and all he said was “Sorry” and left.
It's been 25 years now.
He said I was imagining things.
In a way I should actually thank him.
I don't know what it meant.
He was 10 years younger than me.
I didn't know what I was getting into.
And then my parents headed for divorce.
I feel like a piece of paper.
He made a huge fuss crying and abusing me.
I continued our friendship.
He started avoiding me.
My story begins in June 2013.
It didn’t take us long to find out what had happened.
I was very angry with her.
This is not a cry for help.
I told him the price has been paid.
Don't get me wrong, he was the perfect guy.
I will always thank him for making me the person I am today.
I never really understood you,
Now I am just focusing on my health.
He wanted to marry me.
Now I'm 32 and single.
If only my parents had trusted me earlier.
You always tried to "protect" me.
Soon I found new men in my life.
Silence kills your happiness.
But that one night indeed changed everything for me.
Then the day arrived.
The world thinks I can't keep a man.
I Didn't Want To Believe That I Loved Him Until The Day He Told Me About Her: It Was Too Late By Then
We still meet and he still lies.
I should have said yes. I didn’t.
"You got married to the man of your choice, now pay for it."
I feel helpless with the only ray of hope being my son.
I finally gathered the courage to tell my sister.
You enter the store with your fingers crossed.
I still don't know why she had to lie.
We completed 3 years in May.
I disconnected the call.
I’m 27 now. I know where my life is headed.
I married him against my family's wishes.
He breaks me every time.
One day I asked him to call his mother to Kota.
I couldn't control my tears either.
And suddenly one day I meet HIM.
After these 4 months, I made my decision.
My story brought him to tears.
She changed a lot for him.
I decided to break up.
After all, it was my first relationship.
I started hurting myself.
I wanted friends in my life, a lot of them actually.
That’s when reality hit me.
He was everything a girl would want.
I question myself every night.
I just was losing hope.
I was sent to India on a condition.
My Mother Never Let Me Make Any Friends Because She Was Insecure: Now I'm 25 And Still Get Beaten Up
Maybe things will never change.
I was left so broken that I couldn’t even cry.
My burning insecurities were given air.
The next few days passed in a blur.
But I could never forgive her.
Two of my friends came over to spend time with me.
Writing is not my passion; it never was. Most of the time, I’m mute. But at times, I need to express myself and my thoughts.
I didn’t message you.
I felt awful but I promised to never leave her.
I Always Believed In Love But I Didn't Know I'll Find Mine In A Married Man: I'll Never Stop Loving Him
I don't know where my life is headed.
And then, you left.
I had to gather so much courage to tell my husband and family this.
And that’s when he surprised me.
Everything looks beautiful when we fall in love.
I forced him but he didn't.
She shut my door quietly and I was left in silence.
He tried to sell me to them by saying that I was happy with leftovers.
If I don't stand up for myself, no one else will.
I still don't know why she said no.
I don't know whether to call her a weak or a strong woman.
I tried to reason with her
Today I am being blamed.
He texted back saying, "You deserve it."
I knew something was fishy.
I’m a 29-year-old “upper-caste” Marathi girl.
That was the last happy year of my life.
I was quite surprised to hear this.
I was her priority for sure, but she couldn’t leave him either.
29 years of longing came to an end.
Today she is feeling sick and really tired.
As for now I just have one goal.
He then asked me to let that year pass.
I can’t even begin to explain how messed up that situation was.
Initially he was very interested in talking to me.
"Don't fall for me", he said.
I tried contacting him and finally told him that I was 2 months pregnant.
After 2 years, she asked him for a child.
I knew she had those desires too.
We fought for a while.
I might be a word for him, but he is my entire dictionary.
Just listening to his voice gave me butterflies in my stomach.
It sounded stupid to him.
It's about the bitter truth of not meeting him again.
You hacked my social media accounts.
I accepted his proposal.
Then I met this girl who changed my life.
We finally took the step of staying separate.
I am happy that he betrayed me.
We were happily married.
He trusted me more than I did myself.
I know he has done something more terrible to you.
When my daughter was a year old, I decided to divorce him.
I can't forget him.
Today, this lady, broke me.
I love him deeply and realized it soon after I started living with him.
I am a lawyer by profession.
She asked me to not take up the job or else she'd break up with me.
I dialed my best friend's number but it was switched off.
My dad had worked really hard to give us a healthy upbringing.
I sense his honesty in his last words.
I dated him for 8 years before I married him.
When I confronted him, he said I should be glad.
Today, I am an independent woman.
So, I took his call and lied to him.
I learnt this lesson late in life.
I felt like I was coming into my senses.
My father died when I was 8 years old.
Finally it was time for both of us to meet.
I was crying my heart out when he just came to me.
This certainly did not happen.
Everything came to a screeching halt!
I wanted him as my prized possession.
I hope I can leave him.
He told me we’ll play a fun game.
It all started when I desperately wanted to settle down.
Life was simple three years ago.
I suddenly felt a soft corner for her.
I’m quick to reach out for love.
It's been more than 2 months since that day.
She became jealous of my beauty.
I still remember her words.
I still get nightmares about that night.
I promised her that I'll fix everything within a year for her.
The truth is, I was selfish.
Anyway, I tried hard not to think about that photo.
The problem is, quitting accomplishes nothing.
Yes, she is my first child.
I am about to join my office in two months from now.
For me love is all about compromises.
I know and I appreciate whatever my parents have done for me.
I was shocked to hear all this.
To the world we are living like husband and wife.
Many times I shouted at my husband for absolutely no reason.
My Parents Blackmailed Me Into Marrying A Stranger But That's Not The Worst Thing That's Happened To Me
I asked her to meet him just once but she did not agree.
It's their choice to make.
He went for his hometown on a 1 month vacation once.
One day, we decided to meet.
May the lord give strength to me and my son.
FAITH: A word that brings positivity, hope and belief along with itself.
So I never let anyone come that close.
I was about to get up, but...
I felt kind of attracted towards him.
I left everything for him.
I really hope our spouses find their true love too.
I do feel guilty about it.
I slowly lost all my friends.
I even remember a teacher calling me ‘lifeless’ once.
“Sleep with him anyway."
After 3 days, I received a Facebook friend request from her and I accepted it.
I am not only deprived of family.
I’ll never be able to forget that day.
I did what he asked me to do.
She realized her couch had started touching her ‘differently’.
But he couldn’t take it, so one day he came to kill me and take my child away.
I went to see a psychiatrist.
I couldn’t think for a while, I didn’t know what to do.
At the tender of 24, I was forced into marriage.
But her mother is her true hero.
She always seemed lost.
This toxic relationship continued for almost a year and a half.
After I reached Bangalore, the nightmare did not end.
It was my first birthday after marriage and I was very excited.
What I Realised About My Identity As I Went From Being My Father's Property To Being Owned By My Husband
I was just a doll that was alive but mute all the same.
I put a full stop with a tight slap to save myself.
I know I made a mistake when I told him the truth.
My return gift for that was wrapped in abuse and criticism.
He was the kind of man I wanted.
But then his parents asked for a call log.
The laptop was still open in front of me.
I wasn’t born in that house.
I do, however, expect a little respect for my point of view.
One day I was having lunch alone and I saw them coming towards me.
And now I am just a young girl with crushed dreams.
I confess, with every ounce of shame.
I saw myself caught in the same dilemma.
She said she was sorry.
Then came my birthday.
I hit him on his hand.
The next day I introduced him to my family.
After three years, I got a friend request from an unknown guy on Facebook.
I felt bad for my mom.
My brother tried to hit me.
A month after the engagement, my marriage was fixed.
My husband is the only child.
I was young when I first met Ravi.
Love is not as it seems.
He slapped me multiple times.
I only had a little strength left in me.
I was ignored and I understood, I was out.
I still cannot brush off that image of my father
I loved myself even more with the cancer.
I didn’t let him speak more.
My tired body with a broken spirit was no more than a sleeping pill for him.
He took away the phone, threw it on the floor and slapped me hard.
So I asked her. She refused to answer.
I want to be independent.
This time my brother promised me a new game.
"It was a mistake loving you."
I assumed he was just being mindful.
I come from a Rajput family.
Today, I know better.
I'm living my life like a queen.
I don’t know why she did that.
I was asked to choose.
What I also knew was that I could not do this alone.
Other days I am attention-seeking, clingy and needy.
When I was expecting, I wished for a baby boy.
Everything seemed to be fine until that day.
And the day I meet that person, I will marry her.
What I do in my bedroom is really none of ANYBODY'S business.
My body went numb when I saw all his activities unfold one by one
I still don't know why.
I am the worst wife in the world and I can't do anything about it.
“Now, if you don't mind, could you please stand up, I would like to take your picture for my family to see," he said.
You are NOT the woman I married or made love to.
I would look at my feet while talking to people, so that they didn't notice my eyes.
"Why do you need to book a hotel? I already have one room."
Medical "care" is the biggest lie.
I feel weird to be his second.
When I got married, I wanted only one thing.
The person chooses to be unnamed.
Within a few months, the boy I loved left me.
What I found on his phone the next day shocked me.
I wanted to meet her but she never agreed.
The worst day of our life was yet to arrive.
My mother still does not have the courage to leave this man.
Yes dear husband, you made me fall for another man.
Is this how a man protects his ego?
I’m only another single Techie in Delhi. And I am NOT a rapist.
I was scared he'd kill himself.
I confessed and she was shattered, but her questions pissed me off more.
I live in a world that's been changed by Oprah as well as Mother Teresa. It is time I start cherishing it.
Yes I’m telling myself this everyday. Every single day. After all, it’s my first time. I’m going to get married only once.
I have one life and I don't see compromise as an option. Is that wrong?
I am not being narrow-minded. Please hear me out.
My Ex-Boyfriend Left Me Because I Couldn’t Satisfy Him In Bed. When I Finally Realized Why, I Wanted To Die
His disappointment would kill me every day.
He cheated on me for you. He will soon cheat on you for someone else. It doesn’t stop.
I'm a single mother and I still believe that my Prince Charming will show up one day.
I am not treated like a daughter-in-law.
We were 4 years into our marriage when this happened.
A month later she realised I live too far.
Then one one day I got a call from her flatmate.
"What happened?" I asked him.
I only now realize that it was the ex-boyfriend you were texting all evening,
I could not believe what I found on his profile.
If your husband is frustrated, he can hit you hard without feeling any guilt.
What followed next is a bit of an opposition from both families.
The drama started only after the wedding.
Overtime, it turned into an abusive relationship.
I told him that parents aren't home, expecting him to leave from the doorstep.
I can't seem to stop loving you.
And there I was sent out of our country for sometime.
It was just another weekend with my friends. We planned to drive around in the city as my friend had bought a new car.
Sometimes, that's all you need.
The next day I woke up with my legs swollen.
The frustration of not taking it when I really wanted to made me rage.
By evening I had decided that I won’t relocate to be unemployed again.
Fine, you're not getting anything you want.
I loved him badly.
Seeing a girl on her knees for him told him he could do whatever with me.
Your past should be a reference point.
Do you want a bai or wife?
I Was About To Marry My Lover Till I Saw His Facebook Messages: What I Saw, I'll Never Be Able To Forget
A power took over me and I got curious.
My legs and hands would tremble with fear.
I always found myself in the wake of conflict.
She was a strong woman in a man’s world.
It's a taboo to even utter the word "anti-depressants".
I read a letter the other day.
I was always looking for a chance to approach her.
What if my parents had agreed?
After that he beat me black and blue.
I don’t have any guilt either.
You won’t believe me.
I am suffering from depression now and still hoping for the best.
Yes, we are the ones who don’t get paid for our work.
Everything was going great in our relationship till the day I got that call
His wife confronted me.
He was kind enough to accept my rejection.
It was always the three of us.
I really tried hard to be the ideal bahu for you.
I was horrified.
They demanded for gold.
Listen. I love being crazy.
It’s one thing to have an opinion and another to be living their lives.
I can blame you for everything I don't have today.
I was raped when I was 13. They were 5 of them.
Love makes you question your own mental state.
I don't believe in God, I have no reason to.
All of this was happening in a room full of children.
"Why did I marry you if you can't do all these things?"
When I asked him why, he says he wants revenge because I put him down.
He said, "I will divorce her, my parents have sold me."
She said, "His face says how good he is." I was shocked.
She is the heroine of my story.
The silence seemed to kill me.
"Is your daughter really 56 kgs, she looks a bit fat no?"
He had a fair complexion, I didn't.
He would watch me secretly as I bathed.
Uncle asked me to come to their place for my summer vacation.
He didn't defend himself or lie any further.
Am I happy? I don't know.
So, I had to keep quiet.
His chats got dirtier by the day.
My parents, my brother killed a big part of me that day.
Men don’t like to hear you rant. Women don’t like to hear you rant either.
I had not slept the previous night due to tension.
I left that agency also.
I gave around 20 interviews just to get an internship.
On the day of our marriage I got cold feel and I called him to say as much.
I lost my virginity to him.
"What's that thing in your hand?"
The love and care that was flowered upon me, I always thought was the edge of being a single child.
Where are you?
I'm convinced that you'll never leave me alone.
While my elder sister was sent to America to pursue her MBA...
My story is no different from any man and woman in this country struggling to get married in their late twenties or early thirties, especially dealing with the age-old arranged...
So, marrying him was my choice, nobody else's.
You are my faithful friend.
One day I broke my silence.
Sound familiar to anyone?
I am tired of you asking me to do "good work".
"You can't hit me. Mom just said so!"
He took just one day to decide that...
I have what you'd call...
I spoke too soon.
I woke up to Jatin pulling down my shorts.
Like I said, I don’t force relationships.
Finally, I went to a doctor who gave me medicines that made me 'bleed'.
This is it, this is it.
But to date, I've not shed a tear.
I am the most fortunate woman in this world.
I want to be naked...
“What do you do on weekends?”
I Was 10 When I Realised I Was Interested In Women, What I Did Next Was The Biggest Mistake Of My Life
"Be grateful that I am touching you. Do you think other women would touch a pervert like you?"
It was not gentle. It was forced, it was harsh.
She looked tinier than usual, and then she said it out loud, "Today, at the park, a boy squeezed my chest."
I don't blame him, I blame myself.
"These straps look so good on your lovely shoulders, bhai!"
How Checking An Autistic Child's Eyes As A Medical Intern Taught Me The Most Important Lesson Of My Life
During my internship, I saw and experienced a lot of things but what I saw through his eyes, I'll never be able to forget.
What I Saw Her Doing In The Room Grossed Me Out For Days Until She Forced Me To Ask Her The Question
A poem that the Supreme court must read.
Waking up everyday and setting out on a new adventure sounds so glorious- on paper.
My first reaction was 'Had daddy been here, these guys will be running for cover!'
I Was 3-Months-Old When My Mother Left Me With My Grandparents, What Happened To Me There Is A Secret I Can't Even Tell My Husband
I kept shut until the night everything went out of hand.
To The Girl Who Feels Sorry For Sleeping With My Husband: I Need To Tell You Something, It's Important
Let me tell you something, I am the femme fatale in our marriage so I don't know who you're feeling bad for.
I Called My Husband One Night And It Got Connected Automatically. What I Heard On That Call Ruined My Life Forever
As an educated girl, I confronted my husband.
I moaned as I could feel him inside of me.
A feeling I will never forget.
I Was Getting Married To A Man Whose Parents Wanted A Maid For A Bride: At Least They Were Honest About It
I don’t want you to go to your mother’s house after marriage, unless I give you express permission.
And that’s when my nightmare officially began
My Husband Sold My Virginity Even Before We Got Married, And That's The Price I Paid For My Perfect Arranged Marriage
We didn't get intimate on our wedding night because he wanted me to remain a virgin for sometime.
My father, my hero, I salute you.
It was one small dialogue in a movie that made me pour out my heart.
I Put Up With My Girlfriend's Feminist Act For A Long Time But What She Said That Day Made Me Give Up On Her Completely
Like all ex-boyfriends tell themselves, I am consoling myself with “Shit Happens”.
Yes, it took me 15 years to say this to you.
Marriages, I was told, are made in heaven.
I Was Afraid He'd Ask For 'That' On Our First Night But What Actually Happened Made Me Fall In Love With Him
With every step bringing him closer to me, my heart clenched tighter with fear.
My Husband Left Me Saying I Didn't Look Good Anymore But When I Got To Know The Actual Reason, I Wanted To Vomit
It still makes me sick in the stomach.
I Curse Myself Everyday For Not Standing Up For The Girl I Called My Best Friend And It's Too Late To Say Sorry
I hate that I acted like a typical Indian man and the worst part is — I won't get another chance.
I can't think of one person who can replace my wife in this job ever.
It took a jolt to realize her importance in my life.
Her staged bruises look so real, I thought.
I can never have babies.
I Got Married 12 Years Ago But I Often Miss This One Thing In My Life That I Can't Discuss With My Husband And Kids
I don't know any better way of telling them what I feel.
Who am I? I'm fairer of the two siblings.
And this is how it all happened.