My Best Friend Is Dating My Ex Girlfriend And The World Says It Was My Fault

Anonymous Anonymous in Life Is Tough on 9 July, 2017

I thought it was just a normal fight, and it will be solved in a few days, but it became the end of my love story. It has been 6 years since that day, and she moved on to find a good person to live her life with. And how do I know that he is a good person? Because he is my best friend.

My best friend and my love are in love.

Yes, it is hard for me to know that my friend cheated me, but when it comes to love, everything is fair right? Yes, it hurts me, kills me, makes me crazy, but all I can do is cry. She was my world, my oxygen, my starting and my ending. Everything.

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I told her once that I could hold the weight of this whole world, but not the weight of the tear from her eyes, maybe that is why she made me hold the weight of my own tears.

I cannot even think about her because now she’s my friend’s girlfriend, and no matter how much he hates me, he’s still one of the best friends I've ever had, and I am not going to commit the same mistake that he did. I am not going to think about his love. I don’t know what I'm going to do now, since I lost both of them, two most important people in my life.

One thing that I learnt is whenever a fight comes up with your loved one, remember that the reason you’re fighting for is small, and the relationship is bigger than everything.

You miss the big things due to petty problems. I miss her, and I have realised that nothing lasts. I may not be the most lovable person, but I am a human being and I have feelings, and all of my feelings were dedicated to her.

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If only I knew that one word ‘Sorry’ could be the solution to all my problems, if only I had used it, but I didn’t and it is the reason for all my problems.

They won, and I lost in this war of love. I lost because I trusted the wrong person as my friend, and loved a girl who I thought loved me back. But they proved me wrong and won.

I loved his mother as my own, and she called me her son. Whenever we fought, she was the one to solve our issues, but the last time he stopped talking to me, she didn’t care. She didn’t care because she wanted Mani to marry Priya, and she killed my love for her son.

She killed the heart of a person who loved her as his own mother, and I don’t know who to trust anymore.

When four people lie, it becomes truth. She says that I cheated on her, but the truth is that she fought with me for small reasons and broke up with me. He says that I don’t know the meaning of friendship. His mom says that I cannot be a good friend, nor a good lover, not even a good person.

Author's Note:

Am I not a good person because I payed the fees for two semesters for her son, or because I missed my own semester examinations because I had to take her to the hospital and her son was writing his exams? Maybe, I really am not a good lover, good friend, or a good person.