That was no ordinary summer; I never realized when I grew up and my body changed its needs. Being a small town guy, I never did anything that wasn’t in line with my family’s value system.

And then I met her. She was twice my age and she was married.

One day, she came and asked me what do I want? I don’t know where the courage came from but I said, “you.”

She was so shocked that it took her a month to recover. She started avoiding me. Whenever I would think of her, I felt like I was doing some kind of a sin.

I tried really hard to stop thinking about her; I started doing Karate and went to the temple more regularly to meditate.

My body needed her and my mind was pulling me towards her. One day she was sitting alone and so I asked her if something was wrong, she said nothing was wrong, I asked her again and again and then finally, she said, “how do you want me?” and I said “in every way.”

She smiled. We started hanging out together; I even lied to my family and took a trip with her where I crossed all my boundaries. I constantly felt like I was committing a sin but she told me it’s not a sin if it’s in the name of love and I believed her. I am so in love with her.

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