He Is Getting Married To Someone Else

Anonymous Anonymous in Life Is Tough on 5 August, 2017

I let him go and he will never come back as he is getting married to someone else. Today we met for the last time. He was on the way to meet me. I picked him and I adjusted my mirror to see him. I was looking at him but he didn't even once look at me. I was not able to take my eyes off him.

My mind was blank. I know thousands of thoughts were crossing his mind. We reached my flat, we hugged, we kissed, we made out, we cried, we laughed and this will always be with me.

The hardest time came, he was wearing his shoes I wanted to tell him, ‘Please don't go, and please don't leave me!’ but I couldn't. I hugged him so tightly, that feeling is still with me and will always be. I wish if I could hold the time. He was waiting for the cab; I was not able to look at him. He wanted to leave as early as possible and I knew why. He tried to hold back his tears but he couldn't.

He left me, I was numb, I cried so hard in the middle of the road that people were looking at me and I was looking at him go away.

My love will never fade away. My mind knows that he is not mine. My heart isn't mature enough to believe it. I am scared to go to my room after he left; his smell is there, and his presence is still there. I could see him there. We had met for not meeting again.