I am 22 now.

Let’s go back in time to when I was a teenager. I was in my high school; a boy came into my life through a mutual friend. He saw me somewhere and asked me if I wanted to be his friend. At first I denied but later I accepted his friendship and we started texting, then calling and in no time, I was addicted to him.

I was falling for him, and then one day he proposed to me to be his girlfriend, but I didn’t accept it because I wasn’t ready. However, my feelings were growing everyday and one day when I couldn’t resist, I told him I want to be in a relationship with him. He agreed.

I thought he also loves me but I was wrong. He was talking to me only because he was bored; a few days later he stopped showing any interest in me. I would get so excited whenever we planned to meet. However, he wasn’t in love with me; he would be rude but I just ignored it.

Then one day he asked me to come over to his place when no one was there. I agreed. I went to his home and we made love; it was passionate, it was just magical. After a few days, he started ignoring me. At first I thought it’s probably because his exams were going on but then I realized it wasn’t that. I was so helpless, he didn’t answer my calls or texts. I cried a lot, I was depressed.

Then one day he texted me saying, “listen I don’t want to continue with this relationship, I am breaking up with you.” My hands started shivering, my heart was beating fast, my eyes were full of tears, I called him and begged him not to leave me but he didn’t stay.

When I asked him for the reason, he said he wanted to go back to his old relationship and after a few days I got to know that he was already in a relationship with that girl before our breakup.

I was literally in pieces after knowing this. I wanted to hate him and I tried so hard to hate him but I couldn’t. I loved him with all my heart, my life became hell. I was all alone during that time and that made me a stronger person. When I was doing my graduation, I was still trying to move on but couldn’t; the feelings and memories were still fresh in my mind.

I prayed to God to send him back to my life but nothing changed. I got to know that he was in another relationship and all my hopes of getting him back were dying slowly. Then one fine day he messaged me on Facebook. I was happy but not ready to get hurt again so at first I ignored his texts but I couldn’t resist myself so we started talking again.

We became friends again, he proposed to me again, we were in a relationship again and now it’s been three years since that day and we are still together. He is a changed person now, very mature and loving, understands me and loves me. We are planning to get married soon. I don’t know whether I was right or wrong in accepting him back in my life; I just know that I love him a lot and now it’s all upon my destiny.

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