I loved a girl when I was in 10th grade and she cheated on me after a year. Then I vowed never to fall in love again.
But almost after 6 years, cupid struck his arrow at me again, and I fell in a love with a girl. She was my college mate and loved her from bottom of my heart. She also pretended to love me. She always used to tell me that she would become a nun if I ever left her. She also used to tell me that she’d never cheat on me, and I believed her.
When I proposed her initially, she told me she needed time. But after a month, she finally said yes. We got physical too but never had sex because she wanted to wait until marriage. I respected her feelings and obliged.
I also used to support her in each and everything that she wanted to do. She aspired to become an actress but ended up working for an IT company. I use to pick her up from work during late nights without the knowledge of my parents just so she’d be comfortable. I also used to take her to shopping or wherever she wanted to go. We had also been on a number of trips.
In a span of 26 months, I never gave her an excuse and used to talk to her every day until she was tired or wanted to sleep. I also presented her with expensive gifts. Things were perfect, until one fine day, she got a movie chance and everything changed.
All my friends told me not to allow her to take the opportunity, given the bad reputation about the film industry, but I trusted her and supported her through every step. Everything was going well but suddenly, she came to me one day and told me that she wasn’t feeling okay with our relationship.
She also had a mental breakdown due to the stress of the film and told me she wanted to be alone for a while. I was shocked, and tried to talk to her about it, but she didn’t seem to listen.
Nevertheless, I trusted her so much and thought that it’d be better to let her be for a while.
But one day, I came to know that she was going out with someone, a cameraman who worked for the same movie. I was shattered upon hearing that and even wanted to end my life because of the agony.
I never cheated on her and never lied to her, but she did this to me. So one day, I followed her, blocked her path on the road, took her mobile from her and checked her gallery. To my horror, what I heard was proven to be true, there was a picture of them, in a hotel room, and I didn’t know what to say, but my hands directly went on to slap her.
I always thought she had some ethics and morals in life, but she didn’t.
When I later investigated about that cameraman, I got to know that he was already married and he has been sleeping with the both of them. So I took his wife to her and made them speak to each other so that my girl understood everything.
This all happened during the 3 months of break up. They had been having a physical relationship all along and I had no idea.
I always trusted her and never thought that she’d break it, even in the wildest of dreams. After all this, I still want her in my life, and I just don’t know what to do about it or whom to share my pain with.