The real life situations around me have forced me to pen down my story.

I don't want anyone in this world, not even my enemies, to go through what I’ve been through.

It was a beautiful evening for me when she told me, “I love you.” Little did I know it was for the last time. On the very next day, I saw her say 'Love you' to someone else on a social networking site.

My story began in July last year. I completed my graduation from my state college and came to IIT Delhi for my Masters and to prepare for the IAS exams.

I fell in love with a girl whom I had a crush on since January last year. She also reciprocated my feelings.

Our love story could have been an epic one but it turned into a nightmare.

Some friends even forbade me from getting into a relationship with her but I had faith in her. She had a dark past but I was not worried about it. I told her to tell me everything so that our faith could grow stronger.

But there was a twist in the story when I learned a fact that she had hidden about her past. I got slightly angry with her because she should have informed me about it. I started getting insecure, which began to hamper my studies.

Her past raised a question in my head - was she seriously in love with me or not?

Our relationship went through several ups and downs. She forced me to block my crush and her behavior made me very angry.

I wanted a serious lifelong relationship but her behavior became suspicious. Suddenly one night, she informed me that she didn’t want to be with me any longer.

On the very next day, I found her in a relationship with someone else.

She started dating that guy and quickly blocked me from everywhere. I was totally broken. I couldn’t focus on my studies. Her new boyfriend also threatened me to stay away. My life became hell!

I requested her in every way to forgive me if I’d done something wrong and to come back into my life.

But she didn’t pay any attention. Soon, she got over the other guy also. As far I know, she is now going to start a new relationship with a rich guy.

Her proposal, her tears, her promises; everything was fake.

If she truly loved me, how could she leave me? She just played with my emotions.

If she’s reading this article, she will be able to identify who has written it. I just want to tell her this.

I still love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you.

But at this stage of my life, my confidence, concentration, and energy have become zero. I need to start all over again because I want to become a renowned IAS officer to serve my country.

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